free write 4

i had a cold the past week and im finally over it. although i still have a slight runny nose i feel great. im in a crunch for money so im kind of stressed about that. im going to texas for spring break. i already bought my flight ticket so i dont have to worry about that. i have to pay for a motel for 9 nights though. on top of all of that my car has been put in such a condition that i shouldnt drive it anymore. my caliper has a leak in it and if i repair just where the leak is it wont work because my parts are so old it wont work and i have a leak in my radiator i dont know how big it is so i might be able to patch it up. and my signals and hazards arnt working. i got an estimant of $1,300. with labor that is. i just need my car to work a little longer until i get my student loans. i know a mechanic that works on my neighbors vehicles so i need to call him up and see if he could look at it for me. my parts his labor. but until then ill be using my moms car and she will use the van. im excited to go to texas but its kind of frustrating because i planned on staying in the barraks with him. i mean i have the money for the hotel its just that i was hoping i wouldnt have to do this. emotionally and physically im doing fine. im frustrated at my boyfriend. im always frustrated at him though. im not sure if i want to put up with it anymore. it seems that he doesnt even really care if my day is doing ok or that he is interested in my car situation at all. if he is it sure doesnt seem like it. he hasnt showed me he cares. he got drunk last night which i normally wouldnt care if he only txtd me twice yesterday... but whatever! lets not talk about negativity! im doing fine, i dont know how he is because he doesnt say how hes doing but he doesnt matter right now. im doing good. :)