free write 9

i dont have anything to write about.... i dont know if i should bring my laptop with me when i go to Texas or if i will be able to use my boyfriends. im sure he would let me use his but the problem is i dont know if he would be ok with me taking it to my hotel while hes at work. i also dont know if he has word on his laptop. it should have word i dont know any computer that doesnt have word now. i dont know i need to ask him. tonight is the last night i have to work until i go to Texas. blogger doesnt auto cap things and it makes me a little sad inside. umm... my mood. i dont know. i was talking to my friend at work last night and he basically said that i need to get my shit together with my relationship because its not working and theres a lot of signs that he is probably using me. funny because i was not aware of this, i thought i was happy and that we were making it work pretty well. i really like this friend of mine but i dont know why hes lecturing me about my relationship. I AM HAPPY about it!